December 16, 2012

As I sat in church today I looked around at all the young, happy, newly married couples. I just cried. It a painful reminder that I don't have Spencer sitting next to me holding my hand. I miss him so much.

We had our Christmas program today. It was nice. Spencer knew how much I dislike Christmas music. He would always tease me. The Christmas program was great in his eyes because he would be silly and tease me the whole time. I miss that.

I like my family ward for the most part. It's a good for the girls. The ward doesn't have a ton of youth. The doubled the young women. Haha. It's a good ward.

Happy Christmas

That phone call I can't make

I bought new clippers today. I needed them. I bought my dream clippers. They are the ones that I have wanted for 8 years. As I picked up my phone to call Spencer to tell him the great news I remembered that I can't call him anymore.

I still check my phone all the time hoping he's text me.

I sure miss that man.